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Hello~ [Apr. 24th, 2005|03:42 pm]
Itty Bitty Titty Committee

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[pheonix_torn]
[feel much? |crappycrappy]
[the soothing melodies of |I want to Break Free ~Queen]

So I just joined this community because I think I need a support group. I'm 20 years old and my boobs are less than an A cup. I hate the way I look and sometimes don't feel feminin at all because I am so flat chested. I hate it. The girls I live with keep telling be that I'm lucky and don't have to worry about back pain or whatever but I don't feel lucky. I feel like I will never be pretty or wanted. Every time there is a discussion about what men like or whatever it usually comes back to boobs and I feel absolutly terrible about myself. I am not a tiny girl, my breast size isn't in proportion to my body and I just feel ugly. Even when I get dressed up I still rarely feel pretty because of it. My friends joke about my bra size, I do too but it does hurt, especially when they do it behind my back. Last week one of my housemates took be shopping to "girlify me" (becasue I'm a jeans and t-shirt girl) I bought this pretty pink top and was wearing it around the house. A few friends were over. I went down stairs to change and one of my friends says something like "Now she needs something to fill it out". I know she didn't mean anytihng by it but god that took away everything that that shopping trip was supposed to do, boost my confidence. I just feel crappy about myself all the time you know?
Anyway thanks for listening to my rant

~Jill
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From: glassrose
2005-05-15 04:58 pm (UTC)
all i can say is get some new roomates. Ones that actually care about you. The only way you can be happy is if the people around you don't say nasty things about you.
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[User Picture]From: pheonix_torn
2005-05-16 05:02 pm (UTC)
The one that really pisses me off is gone now!!!!!
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